Building a Wall Around Myself

mybiggestregretever:

My biggest regret ever is building a wall around myself emotionally.  People often say that they push others away.  I do not as I have never allowed anyone to be close enough to be pushed away.  However, now that I wish to destroy this barrier, I find that in putting all of my strength into creating the wall, I have lost all the strength to destroy it.

[Female, 16]